Monday, September 08, 2008 @ 10:04 PM
mixed emotions
Darling, did you make the ring drop from my necklace? Was that a sign from you? I'm not sure if I'm ready to move on.. I'm scared. I feel confused, maybe even guilty. Yet I crave for someone to hold, someone to touch, someone to hug. These mixed feelings are making me feel very perplexed.Did you bless me with someone so similar, someone that compliments me so much, someone that has qualities you have, maybe even more.
I long for late nights with love, mindless chatter. A warm body to hold during cold nights. A shoulder to rest on when I'm tired. An arm to cling on to when I'm insecure.
I just had another sign again. Was that from you too?
~ emi ~
Monday, September 01, 2008 @ 11:19 PM
Melancholy
I miss you. Feeling so lonely tonight. I miss the nights where we just talked about nothing at all. I missed having someone to call, I missed saying I miss you.I got into JNP. Are you proud of me? I'm waiting to go for my exams. I will gambatte de. Don't you worry.
Belle was so happy today. She went downstairs for almost 2hrs just now. The beagle wanted to play with her but he was too big size. Almost stepped on her a few times.. haha
Dunno what else to say.. How are you up there? Found any pretty angels ma? I know very difficult to find 1 prettier den me :P
Miss you so much. It hurts tonight.
~ emi ~