Saturday, August 13, 2005 @ 10:29 AM
Bad Day...
Yday was a very very horrible day for me. Broke down after a particularly nasty customer called.Today was worst. Early in the morning I called darling becos I want to hear his voice as he did not call me yesterday. I wanted to tell him how much I missed him. I wanted to tell him I dreamt of him yday night. I wanted to tell him how idiot tat customer was and I wanted him to comfort me. Tried many many times but the line just refused to connect. Finally after several attempts the line was connected.
He is going to the Great Ocean Road today. I would appreciate it if he had called and told me yesterday about this. Like share his plans with me, or how did his day went.. At least although I am not with him I can feel and imagine that I am with him all the time. He just went without telling me. Everytime he has a plan he just doesnt want to share it with me. Why? I guess he think he will call me after he has went and come back. I just feel left out ok? How would you feel if I just went off to msia with my friends and when I came back den I tell you about it?
I told him I dreamt of him. But I think he finds it embarrassing to have a conversation with me infront of his frens. So he did not want to ask me wat did I dream about. He keeps quiet and was very vague with his answers. He told me he will call me tonite. Hello? I am not your mistress ok? Why cant we have a normal conversation infront of your frens? Why do you always only want to tok to me when you are alone and no one is around you? Why?
~ emi ~
